Today’s the day I give up. As we come into the 6th year of my attempts to re-initiate contact through the courts I have come to realise there is no use. I am talking a different language to your mother and feels like I am in a battle I don’t want to be in andContinue reading “Giving up”
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Connecting … I am always around
Dearest princess….. Every time I think you, the word princess is what rolls off my tongue. Today, I got a message from you. I am only assuming that you felt the need to get my attention and try and hurt me at the same time. The old adage stands true “Hurt people, hurt people “Continue reading “Connecting … I am always around”
Time passes by too fast when you are angry
My dearest sweetest boy. Another year passes by and I can’t hold you and see you as you grow a year older. I hope you had a great birthday celebration, I hope you were reminded of all your strengths, I hope it left you thinking about the unlimited potential of all that you can be.Continue reading “Time passes by too fast when you are angry”
Just want to connect
6 years on and still just trying to connect is taxing. We now have supervised visits for 1.5 hrs every Sunday for 14 weeks. How did we get here? Who is to blame ? These are useless questions to answer because time moves faster than the answers we can get. Why should we keep tryingContinue reading “Just want to connect”
Dear Kids ! 